its been a while since i last wrote....
its just...
i guess i got caught up in my make believe happy land...
and GAME OVER
well
in the military, back in colorado..
closer to family then ever before and im still grade a SHIT to them
i had a lovely valentines... my heart got stomped n and yeah.. member the chick i wrote a bout like 3 yrs agowho broke my heart.. my bf was with, well it happened again but this time new boyfriend..
she prb. grins every time i drop a tear
but im not gunna let it get to me..
im going to start back up on writting..
and music..
i cant believe i put it all away for this guy..
well yeah i luv him..
but i come to the conclusion, im happier when im sad and alone, then out of my skin whith some one..
till this day.. theres only 2 ppl who see and care for the true me.. matt and brandon











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3 cups so far weee...
theres this punk song with the lyrics... the song is about coffee (3 1/2 cups so far)
damn hold on got to piss...
"Mr. Coffee"
Morning has broken
Mr. Coffee has spoken
The familiar wake-up call
Sings to my ears
I wake up with a shrug
To the floor with a thud
Where in this hellhole is my coffee mug?
I can now face the day
On legal speed (The American way)
I'm sketching
I'm seizin
I'm spazing
I'm shaking
I can not stop spilling on my brand new shirt
I-I-I'm wired
I'm so inspired
I drank the entire pot
So off to work
Here I come to save the day
On legal speed (The American way)
Drinking coffee
I drink coffee
Drinking coffee everyday
that song is a great true story to start of your day..
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